他走了，在他的twitter上看到的，就在我去清水河演出的时候，他就已经在飞机上了。。。到济南了，回家了。他就这样走了，我没有同意和他见面。
为什么，我这么想追随他的脚步？
读研真的是我想要的吗？？
我也不想读研了。。。
他说，学生这个称呼已经不再属于他了。。。
为什么我会那么的伤感。
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Monday, June 27, 2011
6.28凌晨
27号，收到了顾老师回的邮件，嗯，老师说我各方面都很优秀，千万不能因为一次没有做好就怀疑放弃自己。让我好好加油，一定会有不错的未来、
得到了莫大的鼓励。
嗯，我应该相信自己，好好加油，不能让老师失望。
白天复习的时候，还是会想曾经用心爱过我的人。 想着心里还是会觉得内疚。
想用心去道个歉，想用一个拥抱去安慰。 有时候，当你意识到的时候，或许人家已经不再等了，所以，永远要向前看。前面的生活会更美的，你要做的只是不断的修炼自己。用最好的那个自己，和他见面。
亲爱的，你在哪里呢？
得到了莫大的鼓励。
嗯，我应该相信自己，好好加油，不能让老师失望。
白天复习的时候，还是会想曾经用心爱过我的人。 想着心里还是会觉得内疚。
想用心去道个歉，想用一个拥抱去安慰。 有时候，当你意识到的时候，或许人家已经不再等了，所以，永远要向前看。前面的生活会更美的，你要做的只是不断的修炼自己。用最好的那个自己，和他见面。
亲爱的，你在哪里呢？
Thursday, June 9, 2011
journal6.9
all the courses are over now for i was taking the last class about laser.
good friend had a quarrel with her boyfriend...comforting and being a companion...
finishing my thesis in the library and suddenly felt nervous about the G examination....
final is coming soon...luckily mostly we can take a book with us...
found out that Yale also has a tradition like us....
in our school junior helping freshman while they hire senior,they are named freshman counselor. so glad i am one of them. and this is the address http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMTYyMzUyMTUy.html
being waiting for the page to forward cost me so much time again...what is wrong with this network?
good friend had a quarrel with her boyfriend...comforting and being a companion...
finishing my thesis in the library and suddenly felt nervous about the G examination....
final is coming soon...luckily mostly we can take a book with us...
found out that Yale also has a tradition like us....
in our school junior helping freshman while they hire senior,they are named freshman counselor. so glad i am one of them. and this is the address http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMTYyMzUyMTUy.html
being waiting for the page to forward cost me so much time again...what is wrong with this network?
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
journal6.8
study hard in the lib all day feel good and there is the boy sitting next to me who is also memorizing words. good too...
embarrassing that he helped me out of the chair that is too close the desk...OMG.....额，又开始乱想了，明天继续去吧。。。哎呀先他还跟我说话，后来把我囧惨咯。。。。
embarrassing that he helped me out of the chair that is too close the desk...OMG.....额，又开始乱想了，明天继续去吧。。。哎呀先他还跟我说话，后来把我囧惨咯。。。。
joural 6.7 补
I get so disappointed and impatient towards the nail speed network….i waited years for the browser firefox to open and another several years for it to open my page.
I got obsessed with this film lie to me today…in which I have sensed the same perspective attitude as me….details~!!! and it makes me feel that I am using it so often.
I decided to write my thesis this afternoon. But I found myself reorganized my computer for the whole time and tragedy was that my computer decided not to work for me anymore because I deleted something that should not be missing….
I turned to the people happened to be in the same classroom with me for help and we finally make it….but it turned out that I did not do anything scheduled…..
What rejoiced me is that my files are now in order now …..
Monday, June 6, 2011
6.7-8
it is the third year since when took the college entrance examination. there are hundreds of thousands of young boys and girls may not sleep well tonight for they are going to face the first challenge in their lives.
i remember that i went out with my three best boy friends. we were so excited and we talked the whole afternoon at the bank of the river which flow through our city.
we were wearing the same clothes which had the chinese character I love china on it. we took pictures and having so much fun on that hot day though we were going to have that now then most important exam for us.
i told myself that i would always remember the friendship between us.
i remember that i went out with my three best boy friends. we were so excited and we talked the whole afternoon at the bank of the river which flow through our city.
we were wearing the same clothes which had the chinese character I love china on it. we took pictures and having so much fun on that hot day though we were going to have that now then most important exam for us.
happy day
Studied in the morning and watched two movies with my best friend in college.
stayed in the library till 10 memorizing G words.
happy dragon boat festival~~~
stayed in the library till 10 memorizing G words.
happy dragon boat festival~~~
Sunday, June 5, 2011
the first Sunday in June
it is another Sunday for me. many things happened today....
again i slept so late last night,and woke up at almost 9 to study with my dear ling-violet in the library. i like to memorize words lists with her. Henry called me that she wanted to watch the movie kongfu panda with me tomorrow.
people on renren said that earthquake occur this noon when ling was walking me to the crossing.
today's teaching went smoothly. I felt so good,i can tell her so many new points.
i stayed to have dinner with them because i think i really should communicate her parents now after all these times i refuse to stay. it is not good that every time after the teaching is over i go right away.
the aunts and uncle are still so nice. they treated me so good and hoped that i can still help her daughter in summer holiday.
while i was there surfing the internet to help them with the doing homework online thing, the one that i had a crush on qq me.
i was so calm at that time because my heart no longer beat faster for him. he said that he wanted to ask me out to have a dinner with me. he is leaving....
i feel that my older brother was encouraging me to studying abroad and so are the aunt.
and that is really what i want.
am i changing my plan again?
think twice. baby
it is really a good day.
again i slept so late last night,and woke up at almost 9 to study with my dear ling-violet in the library. i like to memorize words lists with her. Henry called me that she wanted to watch the movie kongfu panda with me tomorrow.
people on renren said that earthquake occur this noon when ling was walking me to the crossing.
today's teaching went smoothly. I felt so good,i can tell her so many new points.
i stayed to have dinner with them because i think i really should communicate her parents now after all these times i refuse to stay. it is not good that every time after the teaching is over i go right away.
the aunts and uncle are still so nice. they treated me so good and hoped that i can still help her daughter in summer holiday.
while i was there surfing the internet to help them with the doing homework online thing, the one that i had a crush on qq me.
i was so calm at that time because my heart no longer beat faster for him. he said that he wanted to ask me out to have a dinner with me. he is leaving....
i feel that my older brother was encouraging me to studying abroad and so are the aunt.
and that is really what i want.
am i changing my plan again?
think twice. baby
it is really a good day.
Saturday, June 4, 2011
thoughts on Dragon Boat Festival
back from home after having dinner and zongzi with my big family. We played cards at home it felt so good to be with family members.
but,i miss my grandma.......
every time i see my little niece i will think of my grandma....the age of my niece will reminds me of how long my grandma has left us....
how i wish that she can hear my niece call her gently and i really want to see her benign face....
grandma, i really miss you.....do you feel that?
but,i miss my grandma.......
every time i see my little niece i will think of my grandma....the age of my niece will reminds me of how long my grandma has left us....
how i wish that she can hear my niece call her gently and i really want to see her benign face....
grandma, i really miss you.....do you feel that?
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
best wishes TO U
一次一次u写给前女友看的文章。
这一次，居然用 那本 摩羯座的本子里的 日记作为开头。
这一次，居然用 那本 摩羯座的本子里的 日记作为开头。
nervous at first sight. thought it was about me.....
but still no....
I even dreamed of you trying to make me happy but still hurt me at last....
it is one and a half years now but it still hurts. I even think of helping you cause she will never you a chance. I think that maybe I could tell her that u r still in love with her after the 3 years that u r alone because i now know who she is and how to contact her....
maybe you would not like that way.
it is one and a half years now but it still hurts. I even think of helping you cause she will never you a chance. I think that maybe I could tell her that u r still in love with her after the 3 years that u r alone because i now know who she is and how to contact her....
maybe you would not like that way.
bye,hope your princess will finally see it and come back to you.
Let it be. I am still waiting with patience...for the one who is born for me.... though maybe I've hurt some people who really treats me good. and I am alone till now but I'd rather be like this way instead of being with someone that i do not like...
LET IT BE.
btw，happy children's Day~!
Let it be. I am still waiting with patience...for the one who is born for me.... though maybe I've hurt some people who really treats me good. and I am alone till now but I'd rather be like this way instead of being with someone that i do not like...
LET IT BE.
btw，happy children's Day~!
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